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很偶然的，我想到了这个地方。它曾竟是我抒发情感的天堂。被遗忘的它，如今还有谁回来探访呢？记得高中的时候，班上的同学常会来这里下载照片，现在应该不会了吧，我希望是这样，就让它成为我最后一个小小的天堂吧。

开始写博客的时候，我只有17岁。现在的我21，很多事情都已有了改变。不管是家里，是朋友，还是我。这些改变都是成长的痕迹吧，是让人成熟的经历，却让人喘不过气来。我想我累了。

不习惯改变方式的生活，不习惯硬着头皮去做出那一个个不堪后果的抉择。这样的我不快乐。说我逃避也好，说我懦弱也好，我真得觉得，除了读书，我什么也不回，除了沉迷于自己的梦境里，我什么也不会，什么也不是。开始自我封闭，不或许想多了，但真正了解我的人真得不多。我一直在等着你履行承诺，让我觉得是我的错，放弃了你们，但是你没有。就像他所说的，真实的摆在我眼前，让我心情烦躁，更加心痛。是我奢望得太多，还是大家说的一套，做的却是另一套。

我灰了。

或许那才是对的决定。

I want to start up a new blog, but I don't know how to :(
Which is a new site to start up all over again?

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR WANG.

School’s started, ain’t a really good beginning for me. I probably ruined my prospects in radio, if there was even any to begin with. You may call me selfish, mean; but I’m glad I did what I did and if given another chance, I’ll do the same again. I felt horrible initially, but I’m glad I stay true, true to myself. Aren’t you proud of me? Haha. Rebelling rules, authority (in some sense yes). Life like this though, we got to fight for our rights. Haha, sounds like some national day speech. STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE. LOLS.

Ruichao finally took leave and we went out for 4 days in a row. What a luxury! Haha. Cycling was tiring. I’m a lousy teacher, I couldn’t teach him, only able to ride him on our double bike. But we really love Pasir Ris Park. Quiet, huge and nice with pretty huts for stopovers. And we finally catch fireworks together after his friend con us last year. Back to Kallang, this time the crowd was 100 times more than last year. We can’t even find a quiet corner like last year and talk our hearts out. Haha. Instead we climbed up the railings and sat there, with a risk of falling off the indoor stadium. Lols. Happily we ate KFC while we watched half the fireworks as it was blocked off by the tress. HAHAHA. Low budget for fireworks. The height was really pathetic. I mean Kallang is so near to Marina Bay you know, along the same river somemore. Super joke.

Haha, am feeling sleepy already. Update again!
Wang, I will be going to send you off. Okay? :) :) :)

Blogger is stupid, cause it does not allow me to upload pictures. So upsetting. Been trying for a long time.

School's starting, there's many things I haven't completed yet. And I know for sure, once school start, it's harder to find that motivation to work it out. And there are many things which cannot be completed, for circumstances occurred and yea, I'm no good enough in handling that. I'm lost! Haha.

Finally finish all my camps. 3 training camps before I officially qualify as a FACI for Freshmen Teambuilding Camp and yes, I had a time of my life. Debrief scares me a little, being the one who observe, guide answers, question the group's thinking, and teach. I'll talk about this again.

That's all folks. Till we meet again :)

It feels disappointed, to know that you haven't been out for 2 weeks with you boy thanks to your stupid quarantine, and how the previous date didn't turn out good either. And now that you request to break the 1 week 1 sat 1 date rule, to meet twice this weekend, he tells you he's having duty on sat and whosh! there goes your heart. I am no nice a person, don't expect me to say it's okay I understand for I hate NS and yes, I am extremely sick of being a NSman girl. SUCKS. Don't tell me it's not your fault or anything cause I ain't in the mood to differentiate that and I don't want to be nice anymore. This is annoying. I shall just go back to school tomorrow after I regain my freedom. Back to whom took away my 5.5days of freedom.

What a happy girl I am.

I kinda stopped blogging because I feel restricted. There are many things not to be published, and many things to be sensitive towards. And yes, I don’t want any misunderstandings nor any unhappiness to arise.

And I bothered to write now is because I am bored. Tell me, what is the worst thing to ever happen? To fall ill on a Friday night, down with a fever and be stuck in bed for the weekends knowing that you only get to see your boyfriend on weekend. Marvelous! May this be just plain fever and nothing else.

Hmmm, maybe I should just lock my blog only to invited readers. There is this function right?

Let me sink.
In the pool,
where I find my favourite childhood hiding spot.
In the waters,
where tears doesn't make a difference;
where I can be myself;
where I don't have to care about others;
where I was back to the pure, innocent girl;
where everything would be the same again.
I am scared of losing.
Let me sink,
let me sink,
all over again......

I know I havent been blogging/writing/taking notes on my life for months. I wanted to write many many times, but each time I got held back. I dont know how many people read, some times I want to make this place private, so that only close friends know about it. Then other times, I dont know how many people read, so I dont see a point in writing if nobody does care. LOLS. Emo-ish isn't it? I'm just kinda pluzzed with my life, by an incident that happened today. I dont like the way I get treated, then I lost my stand, cause I may be the cause of the fault. Hmmm. Life's like a maze, I need to find my way out before, I never wake up. :)

I promise I'll write soon, and yes, I want to change my blogskin. Somebody help me. I'm an IT noob. LOLS.

It needs to stop, to stop thinking, to stop feeling. It needs to stop, to stop talking, to stop dreaming. It needs to stop, to stop and move on. I need to stop.

Disheartened is the word.

So sad, so sad, so sad.
AS is so confusing, and yes, I've got FA paper tml too :( SOBX, with only an hour apart, still must cross the road travel from 1 building to the other, super no manners right? Why can't they just arrange the 2 venues to be in the same place? Then paper ends at 7pm, still must go home chiong for ECONS on Tue 9am. AHHHHH........

I need my energy booster!

I was really bored with all the mundane mugging I had for the past few days. OMG, I hate studying for finals! Super kns, 13weeks of school, and I only started mugging now. LOL. :(:(:( Then suddenly, my boy appeared out of nowhere with a bouquet of flower in the when I was struggling my way through FA. :):):) It was a pleasant surprise! Haha, though I really have no idea why he decided to buy me flowers out of the blue moon, but nonetheless, the thought of him trying to cheer me up in the midst of all these boring studies makes me smile. Haha, that sight of him standing outside was so cute.

Sometimes, my boyfriend can be just so so random,
randomly sweet.
Thanks boy :):):)



Okays, back to reality, MUG HARD WEITING!


This blog is so dead, just like it's owner.

I must be the craziest SMU student right now, who's leaving school during the most hectic period, week 11-12. Everyone's dying of presentation, project submissions etc, and I'm like going to fly this Friday off to Taiwan to do a programme. WTH right? Please congrats me! :(

Anyway, birthday was good. She's TWEENTEEN! It's like celebrations in the midst of busy weeks. Thank you all for your well wishes. :) Though I never reply, I do read it and smile at it okay? Hehe. Celebrations this year was different, no more ktv cause my girlfriends are not free! :( So I was lucky to be attached right now, to have my boy with me :)

It was nice, I was hungry so we dined early and the entire cafe was ours. So we just sat there and I had shepard's pie for the first time, hehe! I like. It was a cool place, Little Part 1 cafe @ Thomson. Oh and Joyce surprised me in class with a balloon delivery from the shop. Somemore the one that delivered was a guy so everyone was looking at me. Hello, he's just work for that place. Haha.

Dinner with Yin, Mus and Tong on Saturaday night was absolutely fantastic for we had a good girls' talk and chill out session at Dallas, Boat Quay, this super atas place. Thanks Wei Tong for sourcing the location, it's really good, especially with all the discounts avaliable. Hehe. My steak tastes so good, and the protion is so huge, RC will certainly love it.

Not forgeting the celebration I had in school with Mel, Sam, Marianne, Cassy. I feel so guilty, was so packed this sem over radio that I don't have time for meetups. I've only lunched with them twice only lah, compared to the every Thursdays meetups last sem. :( I miss gossiping with them.

Tau Huay with Leroy and Jeremy was great too. Stupid Jeremy, suan me say I only come for important occassions. No loh, I got try my best one loh :( Haix. Supper after AS midterms, SHIOK man. I like cold tau huay! But supper is fattening one loh.

Then last Saturaday, Yifeng&Queenie succeeded in planing an outing for the first time in their lives! I'm so proud and touched girls. WAY TO GO!!!! But walau, you guys super never give face one loh, not only did you pangseh Yanzhi to be the only guy, you never give the girls face lah. Watch soccer and neglect us, that LoyCheeKian still say what see when free celebrate my birthday. Sad liao. Hahaha!

Okay lah, supposed to be recording with Stanley right now, but I'm multitasking cause I want to do some justice to my blog. I kinda miss those days when I blog regularly, and I know my friends are reading and they post funny comments. But nowadays, we're just too busy for all these......

Well, I'll be on my 88.3jiaFM Taiwan Trip from 20-23March :)
See ya when I'm back!

I hate assignments, projects and presentations!

I like who I am right now.

The sky's so beautiful, with the sun setting soon right in front of me. The weather's so cool, so romantic. My work is not done yet but it's okay for I feel I've everything under control. Recording radio shows have been less stressful and you finally see me smile behind those heavy doors. I'm no longer moaning over the 'lost opportunity' of missing OCIP this sem. I've got an awfully nice boyfriend, who's so cute whenever he speaks in our language to tease me and cheer me up. I love random phone calls to disturb him when he's gaming. Hehe :) He's so nice! I like the thought that I'll be leaving Singapore in 19days, leaving behind all the projects, assignments, presentations (temporary) and be back to my favourite place. I like to know that my special day is coming soon though I ought to emo over the fact that I'm jumping digits. I'll be meeting up with Sam and Mel this wed, it's been a long time since we met and it feels so great just thinking about it. Also, Leroy's going to treat me delifrance, yayy! And I've got a crave to shoot hoops, play arcade to collect tokens to exchange for sweet. I feel like soaking myself in the pool right now. I feel like having a drink while enjoying the scenery.

I'm just in high spirits right now :)
I like to be with you.

Relationships are the most complicated issues of a man's life. How is it possible for 2 people, raised from 2 different backgrounds, with 2 different characters and perspectives to be able to live together happily ever? Is the love that great to overcome all odds in life, giving them the courage to hold on together? Hmmm....I ain't too sure about this......But what I know is that,

the past 6months have been an amazing journey.
Never let go of this happiness, okay?


Pink is the loveliest colour on earth! :)

I love honey water! Voice very important to a deejay alrights.

Cook, cook, cook......

The ingredients.

His meal.

My meal.

Finally, the right present! :)

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!

:):):) sweet surprise!

Weiting does not like this life of hers.
For she sacrificed her sleep, her friends, her family, her boyfriend for all the other commitments in her life. She should be happy, busy with the things of her choice. But when she realised she is no longer happy, and that the sacrifice is so big, she no longers smile. I haven't seen mom and day for days, haven't been talking to ZhanHao and helping him adapt to his JC life. I haven't put any effort in preparing for Vday, haven't decide to do something for Siyu before she flies... She haven't even been doing justice to herself, by allowing her to seat down and rest. My headache is so painful and I feel like breaking down but the tears only manage to go up to my throat and it got stuck. She doesn't know what she's doing, when suddenly everything feels so worthless and when nobody appreciates anything. Yesterday, 2friends mentioned that I lived a happening life, but does anyone even know the price to pay, and if I really truly enjoyed all that I've been through? Can somebody just stop the clock and question me my motive in life, and can I just stop torturing myself? Just look at those eyebags of mine. I feel so screwed. And I can't even work when I am free due to my headache. Thanks man.

2writing assignment, 1visualmap, 1presentation, 1quiz, 1midterms due next week.
Get a life.

All I ever wanted right now, is to lie in bed and cry till I lose my voice.
Can somebody walk me out of this?

Am upset that she isn't appreciated for the time and effort she puts in for what she has done :(

Deadlines, meetings, assignments, readings, presentations. IDOIT. I get angry easily when my timetable is so packed, and then I will start losing control of my temper. JIALAT.

There's so much work to be done, but I'm simply not functioning. This is termed as PROCASINATING. Haix... Comeon, we're still in our CNY festive mood leh :(:(:( As I grow older, I realised I am starting to enjoy sleeping more and more, as in I like to sleep. Jialat. I feel so lazy to do anything uh... I just want to go out and chill with my boy, my friends, my family and burn those readings and assignments such that I don't get to see them again. It's time I start to work on my group projects before I die. Oh, I'm going Taiwan in week11-12, which means I'm going to pon class, miss assignments deadlines and cui when I'm back. Erm, in SMU, we only have up till week13 of school, so this explains why. HAHAHAHAHA. I'm nuts, where's my peanuts?


Notice any difference? Hehehe!

I hate Thursday class. I’ve got no one to talk to, and Thursday without you msn-ing me just makes me miss you even more.

I’m feeling shit,
but it doesn’t really matters.
Be brave, be strong.

I promise to pick up my life,
and I promise myself not to xxx anymore.

I have to learn to live, for myself.
I need to learn to stop thinking of you.

I haven't slept for the last 39hours.
And I'm starting to feel the withdrawal effects.

对不起，




我爱你。

Never felt so shaky before.
When I needed you the most, you were no where to be found. No where to be understood.
:[

Ever since the game started, I lost. They never balanced out, the heart and the mind. To acknowledge what you never once accepted, to go against one's principles, and in the end, what do I get? I got stuck in my emotions, in defiance I attempted to compromised, but I feel so weak. A person's strengths and efforts isn't enough to overcome the obstacles. It doesn't help that time, place and all that matters wasn't where they were supposed to be. You were never meant to be in this game as it's beyond your abilities. I felt lonely fighting on.

It's tired acting all your life.

It's kinda ______ to have a boyfriend who doesn't know how to say good words to make it up to you. But that's because, he's too used to his social circle that consist around groups of guys and only guys. Well, isn't that good? You don't have to be jealous. But the point here is: although he's not good at expressing himself, he's awfully sweet. He sacrificed his rest time, by changing his Saturaday's shift to the morning, waking up at 4am despite the fact he returned home only at 8++pm from his shift, so that he can see you that weekend! BLEAMS. I'm still the blissful and happy girl! :)

*ps: Boy, thank you for the surprise. I'm touched:) I feel so fortunate to have you.



Today's the lauch of SMU Campus Radio :)
Hehe, do tune in if you're free yeah? All you need to do is to log on to www.smube.com, and click on to that very obvious button. :) I'll be dejaay-ing 2shows this semester:

1) Every Tuesday, 9-10pm <<音乐Pandora>> - 黑玫瑰与MOPENG王
2) Every Thursday, 10-11pm <<音乐小巨人>> - 音乐无边界

So if you're free to catch me on air alrights? 黑玫瑰与MOPENG王 is something like Mars vs Venus where we'll discuss all the problem between the sexes which is like so OMG for me! HAHA, if you cannot imagine me bitch/gossiping, you definitely should tune in. While 音乐无边界 is a brand new show where we will be sharing different types of songs with the listeners. Yippee. But this programme is a lot of hardwork man, as there are lots of preparations to be done.

Back to school life, back to making decision between choices. Haix. I hope that this week will be better :) Weiting, dont stress!


I came across this picture, taken during SMUBE's IPT. Haha, I'm the zai one who's trying to catch the frisbee, though i look not very the glam, but don't you think I look quite pro? All geared up ready for it man, and yes, I was good in that game :P I caught it!

This was how I spent my NewYear's countdown. Thanks to Mr.Bf who brought me sparkles. I'm back to being a kid!

It's been a long time since I went outdoor. SHIOK!

May I know what are you looking for, ah boy?

My favourite NSF. HEHEH <3

Am so shag.......This morning I woke up physically, but my brain is still sleeping.

Yesterday was my official first day of school and I spent 6hours in class, 6.5hours recording. OMG. Can someone tell me if I'm a fulltime student/dejaay? Haha. I hate the machines, I simply can't operate it and the computers hate me for it keeps giving me problem. All I'm good at is talking. ZZZ.

I'm starting to worry that I've got too many commitments this semenster, for I'll be dejaay-ing 2 shows in SMU CAMPUS RADIO, every Tue and Thur nights, my OCIP main comm commitment(I feel like giving this up :( ) and my music class every Fri afternoon. Not forgeting the fact that I've got so many social activities. I feel really bad last hols for there were so many people I didn't met up with. Yesterday, Cindy, my music director asked me if I want to chair Live Radio...haix, in anyway, I'll be organising it, but chair-ing is so stressful, so much work. And yes, I've only been through 1 week of school. I seriously don't know why I took up so many stuffs, and I wonder if I can cope?

Nonetheless, I'm so happy for this sem, I've got so friends in the same classes as me for my mods, and it's so cool. Econs class was a surprise for the seat Shijie saved for me was next to this NJ girl, Nina and yeah, more familiar people seating around me. Hehe.

PHEW, I hate it when school starts.

歌曲：傻瓜
歌手：温岚 专辑：热浪

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Am so happy to know that I'll be seeing you!
:) Bleams.

GOODBYE 2008, HELLO 2009!

Everything seemed so fast, for all I know, I was still slacking around, mingling with the society at work, then it came to school, then it came to holidays and now, semester 2 is starting, and very soon, year1 as a uni student’s going to come to an end. A big WOW!

Year 2008, a year full of ups and downs.
I probably had never cried as much as I ever did last year. It was one of the toughest years I went through, but as I lost some things, I gained others.

Initially, I hated working at Subordinate Court. I couldn’t adapt the sudden lost in freedom to being desk-bound. Then I couldn’t bear to leave my job, for I miss the people, whom I still keep in contact through emails. Then it came to more jobs, as I got used to the working world office hours, realising that I couldn’t do without money. I’m a big spender due to my excessive social activities. It’s either I play too much, or I’ve got too many friends, either way, it isn’t going to change for year2009. Haha.

I had the luxury, to travel 2 countries in a short span of 6months. Something I’ll never dreamed off, we aren’t rich. The HongKong trip away from adults, with 2besties where I experience hostel life for once and shop till I seriously drop and refuse to stop. My friends know, I ain’t the kind who buy so many things at one go. And the night calls we had, which made someone realised, I was missed. Taiwan trip was another highlight, where I made great company with everyone and I still miss Mandy and Francis. Amazing people, amazing trip. I never knew tour mates could get along so well and organise night trips together in a foreign land. That was so fun!

To the darkest moment in my life, where I experienced a major setback: disappointment, despair, love, strength. I attempted to hide, away from the world, from the calls, the sms-es. How I wished certain people were there, but they never were, how people didn’t know how to console me. It’s normal, when you’re doing really well, if I were in your shoes, I probably felt the same way. The pain was there, the shocked, but I thank god for giving me this setback. Till now, I still feel like crying when I looked back, and I’m sorry that I made the people closest to me worry. I just felt I lost something, maybe it was called pride, we all knew, I tried.

This dragged on, till I finally landed up in SMU. The letters were hurtful, and I don’t know what I want. Fate always has something planned for us, and though I lost the hostel life I always wanted, I found you. Let’s start with school. SMU seemed to be the right choice, given my character. I was challenged, exposed to the big world out there and yes, I had my share deal of fun. I gained back my confidence in English, AcaWriting really tested my command in that language and challenged my thoughts. Never will I expect to top for a 10pg research paper, all in English, in my life. From an E till and A, the joy was immersed. To add on, I had the least help from rc for this paper. Then LTB brought me back to drama, for I filmed, and it was a long time I stepped back to where I came from. Drama gave me a rebirth in character, I found my true self and I finally found my way back again. TWC thought me the importance of friends, and I’m grateful to have Leroy and Jeremy with me. The friends I made, I cherish. It’s great to be freshies and my resolution for year 2009 is to keep them with me for the next 3.5yrs.

SMU gave me an opportunity, an opportunity to stand on my own, not like in a production where I’ve got people with me, but to be on my own in a competition. 88.3JIAFM. I never knew I could act, I could overcome stage fright, go on air etc. I proved my capabilities, and I made my family and friends proud. That’s sufficient, for I was already a winner, though I wouldn’t mind that $1500 haha! I also knew who was the one I could trust on throughout that period, the ones who showed their support, friendships, I’m a blessed girl!

Lastly, I learnt to love in year 2008, and shall continue to love in year2009. Dear, we had a roller coaster ride. You’re the low profile kind, so I shall email you this section instead. HAHA! May we move on happily ever after though in year2009, we’ll both be flying every often, and there might be months before we get to meet ups. Let’s work hard together alrights?

In year2009, I wish for a happier year, to shed less tears, experience less worries, angsy, have more laughters and a smooth ride ahead.

A big big THANKYOU to everyone that came :] THANKYOU for your support, I couldn’t have done it without you guys! I was so nervous, trying so hard not to freak out when I'm on stage, uncertain if I can bring it on. It was you guys, your cheers, your smiles, your encouragements, your reassurance that gave me the unknown power to go out there, stay cool, stay calm and do my best. I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. It was one of the best performance I had, so into my characters, my speech.

The journey was amazing.

The day before, Mel and Ruichao came over to helped me rehearsed and I felt so shag! Mel's a really good friend and trainer, trust her to make you repeat everything all over again. In addition she makes a good Secretary cause she takes down notes on your performance, the timing and hence by default, she's my Artistes Manager. Haha. Then we touched up on the posters, play a bit and I never rehearsed at night anymore cause I trusted her. Haha! And I got like a lot of stuff to pack and bring, it feels as though I'm moving house.

20December2008, supposed to report by 9am but I was late. Never trust dad cause he doesn't seemed to understand what I tell him. It was so troublesome bring so much stuff, luckily Alex (CR02) helped me with it. They were like, which Auntie is it carrying such awful bags. Yucks. We rehearsed our song item before heading to level4, Urban Hair to do our hair. Haha, my request was no straight hair please, I got a big square-ish face, which will enlarged in it. But I was so worried that I am going to look just like prom if it curls again. Haha, thank goodness the effect was fine. The hairstylist's damn cool. She tied plaits for me then she push it up, mess it to create the curls. WOW. So fun lah! Guess what, it's also the first time I tied plaits, so noob right? I was so excited :)

Adeline was early. So proud of her! She helped me with the makeup then Mel came shortly and omg, I took super long for the makeup as compared to the rest! Maybe cause there wasn't any place to seat, we had to stand and it's like so hard, plus I kept moving unintentionally. Haha, Adeline was annoyed. We had a quick lunch, and I saw Poh and WeiKian who couldn't recognise me. OMG LAH. They super funny leh, the way they looked at me, and stood and stared even though I waved! Haha! Then slowly, I see more and more people, more and more friends who are here to support me. There were like a lot a lot of people lah!

mel, adeline, yifeng, debbie, yunshuen, kangyu, jason, lester, cheekian, chenliang, wilson, yanzhi, siyu, mus, weitong, yinyin, yinrong, esther, sokhan, ziyang, poh, weikian, tiansheng, kelvin, shijie, shanshan, stanley, rosie, joseph, leroy, chormin, mengjiat, angel, woonhwee, justin, eugene, ruichao, dixie, peiquan, mom, dad, zhanhao and the others whom I might miss out. I really didn't mean to miss your name but there were really alot of you. I'm so upset that I didn't manage to take pictures with some of you lah :( It was such a rare opportunity for me to look so pretty lol!

Before I went on stage, I was really worried, haha, Poh is super observant lah, she noticed and sms-ed me. OMG. I saw my friends, my family and I knew I must not disappoint them for making a trip down to support me. And yes, you guys gave me the courage to open my mouth. Haha, my hand was trembling you know? Then saw MrLeroy walking in with his dragonboat paddle, I was even more determined to do my best. See, people really rushed to see you one loh! I cannot make it a wasted trip for my supportors. SO I DID IT. This was the same for round2, where I saw Chormin trying to climb over, bending hard to see my act, smiling happily at me. OMG CHORMIN LEH! My good old drama friend giving me her fullest support, how can I not put in my 100%? I truly understood why ZhangYing kept telling us to get many friends to come down, the support really helped to boost our confidence and morale. THANKYOU GUYS FOR YOUR ENCOURAGMENT AND SMILES. I was able to see every single one of you on stage!

Oh, and THANKYOU Mummy for following me to the toliet when I changed after each rounds. It's really very hard not to mess up my hair when I changed. OMG. After changing on stage, my hair totally looked half-collapsed! Haha. CUI is the word to describe it. Haha, poor mummy missed out others performance when she ran up and down with me :( I am so grateful to her! Also to Cheekian&Jason who helped me laid our my props for my act. Haha, they all super comical one lah, esp that Jasontan, when I tell him what to do, I seriously was worried with the look on his face. I was so glad I was into my roles and I swear I don't ever want to change on the stage again. Changing in front of so many other people, all fixing their eyes on you... My supporters created really good sound effect when I stripped. So loud. Heng I never laugh when they lauged, screamed, or I'll ruin my hardwork. Haha. GOOD JOB WEI TING!

Round3 was a WIT test. Early that morning did I find out that they had customised an act according to our characters and will throw us a scenario to deal with. I got Diwei, last year contestant who's now a partime DJ. He walked up to me before my turn and I knew he was my tester and felt so luckily. Imagine I got Dejiang, it would have been more tough lah. Haha! Diwei super funny, cause before I went up for Round2, he saw my outfit and was like "Weiting, what happened to you?". I was taken aback cause firstly, I never talked to him before yet he remembered me. Haha, then this time round he was like, "It's gonna be no problem for you." I really am BLESSED to have such a witty brain at that point of time when he threw me with a scenario of me breaking up with him due to Allswell drink. HENG UH. Boy called me immediately when it ended, haha! He complained it was so typical, I was just using what I used in real life everyday on him to my competition on the stage :p This is called smart okay! To be able to 举一反三！

I'm super upset my supporters only came in 3rd for Best Cheerleading Team. OMG, they were good loh, at least they deserved 2nd? When I heard my name at that moment, I never felt I disliked my name so much. Haha! Not to such an extent, but I need to smile and cheer like I'm happy. BUT IN MY HEART, YOU GUYS ARE FIRST OKAY! I LOVE YOU ALL MAN, YOU GUYS RAWKZ. I felt as though as I was having my own personal concert up there when you guys cheered for me, interacted with me during my act. 超棒的！

Yeah then you know, the Allswell Special Prize, when they announced the first winner, NUS... I was thinking, is it a blessing to win that prize? For it is definite that you will not win 1st as there will also be a free Taiwan trip what. Then I hear my name, WOW! Damn surprised and happy lah! OMG, cause I didnt felt that my Round3 was as impressive as my first 2 rounds. Ehh, Round1 is zai cause I managed to slow down, looked confident and barely stumble over my words. HAHA! Ohh, fyi, Round3 does not constitutes to our results, it's merely to decide on who suits Allswell image, who caught their attention to give out these 2 air tickets :)

When I got off the stage, 2 foreigners requested to take pictures with me la! I was stunned, don't know how to react or handle the situation and apparently no one came to save me!?! They looked like they were from Thai and they took a lot a lot of pictures lah! OMG. My smile was so unnatural, cause I was freaking scared. OMG. Why do they want my pictures for? EEYER! Because of this, I didn't pay attention to the names of those who went up to collect the 优胜奖. When they requested those who's names were not yet announced, I was like "I think it's me" then anyhow go up. OMG and realised I was part of the remaining 4. HUH, then later when it came down to me and Sinkai, I was like "I am the poor one that ZhangYing told us, as they sure play the tension between the 2 of us". Haha. But okay lah, very zai to be the remaining 2 you know. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU WEITING! Though you didn't win, you gave your best, you entertained your crowd and that's your goal :] I LOVE WEITING!

Haha! After that, I became the busiest person on earth! I was jumping around cause I was simply too HIGH! Haha, cannot uh? People happy mah, ehh I never join this kind of on-the-stage-competition before loh, finals somemore leh! I did SMU proud too loh! :):):) The 3 biggest winners had to record our 得奖感言and then after that recieving wishes and huges from my dear friends, taking photos like nobody's business. That moment, was my moment! Hehe! Let be BHB abit okay, like what RC said, 这是你最后一次的辉煌史了！

THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR COMING DOWN! I'm sorry I didn't had time to talk to you guys but hey, you were with me throughout my show and so I therotically never neglect you since I kept you in my heart. Haha! LOVE LOVE LOVE!

虽然我没有赢，但若我是你心目中的冠军，你心目中的校园特派员，那就够了。因为这对我来说，就是冠军了！:)


Please please please,
do come down and support me for my competition tomorrow okay!

20DECEMBER2008, 2pm, HEREEN LVL1 STAGE

Come dressed in red, easier for you all to find each other.
I was reharsing all day and I'm feeling so damn shag. I am so not prepared :(
Thank you mel and ruichao for pei-ing me, though that monster pig has left for his buffet already! :p Blahx. I will work hard, and I really need your support :)

Let WEITING become your 校园特派员！

I’m so so so so glad I survived last week! :)

Tuesday was horrible, rushing between SMU’s and 88.3jiaFM’s studios. I was really down, it’s like I’ve got my SMU’s DJ exam the next day, but I’m stuck recording the theme song for the competition, and then my script got like rejected. It was a last minute thingy, and I even had one rehearsal already. OMG, felt so pissed and upset for having to come up a new one by Friday, and looking at my schedule, all I had was the whole of Thursday to get it done with.

I realised I’m like so hmm…how to say leh, not creative, cause I couldn’t think of anything and what I’ve got are inputs from others, then work on it. I’m like so brain dead and boring. Jialat. What happened? But still, I was pleased with coming up with my talksets for my exams within a few hours, I’m good:) Hopefully the grades say so too, if I don’t make it, I cannot officially become SMU BE’s DJ loh. I think I will be super disappointed by them, especially having gone through so many trials to get to there. But anyway, I benefited from the training in the sense, I managed to talk calmly and slowly on air last Wednesday. Haha! Cause our trainers were good! They pointed out my flaws and yes, I worked on it! Though I screwed up the exam, by stumbling on my words, screwed up operating the system, forget to off my mic and I cursed and lastly with the computer hanging on me. Great. I really don’t want to know the results, which are coming out soon this week.

Now I’m left with 4 more days to my competition. There are preparations to be done, but I’m simply procrastinating. I feel so lazy! Well, the only thing I ought to be proud of is that I got my brows thread. That’s like the only thing I completed. Shall start recording later. OMG! I don’t feel like working.



I challenging on my body limits, seeing how far I can go.

This is seriously taxing, causing I’m feeling the strain. I am also so sleepy and tired. No good girl. I’ve got so many things to complete and I am not even half way done. Oh dear…I need a personal assistant to budge me to move on. JIAYOU GIRL! 13 more days and you’ll be over and done with. :) Currently, my schedule’s super hectic and nobody seemed to be able to date me. Esp next week which starts in a few hours time. Pray that I pass my last SMU BE’s Mandarin DJ test of recording 30mins of my own show on Wednesday, including the technical part. Immediate failure for failing to press the record button. Haha. Not forgetting rushing to 88.3JiaFM on Tuesday for some song recording, and my last ON-AIR SESSION before the finals.

So please tune in on 88.3Jia FM on 10 DECEMBER 2008, 10-11pm if you can. I promise I will try my very best to slow down when I talk, and treat the mike like those in Kbox.AHAHAHAHAH!

Chiong uh~

Looking back......

The last week of class and I'm going to miss these classes! :(